For years I have been a woman that has hidden from cameras and mirrors and sunken further into the comfort of my baggy black clothes, now thanks to a good friend sending me the link to a curvy vlogger I realised I should be proud of my size and the beauty that comes just simply from being happy and healthy and more importantly I deserved to finally like being me.
Suddenly I wanted and felt I deserved a wardrobe filled with loads of bright colourful clothes for too long I have shied away from brighter tighter fitting clothes for fear of people looking at me and judging, now I'm looking forward to people noticing me hopefully for the right reasons.
Because clothes were never of interest to me I have spent years learning how to look after my skin and have now got regime to be proud of, hair care is another thing I have always loved and learning new hair styles, however make-up was a thing to be hidden from in-case it made people look at me, so that is another very scary new area for me to explore.
This blog will follow my journey to becoming the woman I want to be, I may not have anyone read it but I'm going to use it as my modern day "dear diary" and put down my thoughts, feelings, fears and hopefully purchases down here to look back on in a when my goals have been met!!
Be patient with me as I build my confidence up and use you as an unseen sounding board I've had a lot of years of hiding but hopefully i can break through and find my true self again and enjoy the process of finding the new and improved me.
If you like what you read here please check out my Facebook page and give it a like and share, I'm new to all this but dreaming big(with added pink sparkles).
